I have my own reasons for it always being rough for me, but it seems like everyone I know is having a hard time with January this year. I feel like I'm fighting mental health issues everywhere I turn. I'm constantly worried about at least one person at a time, and lately it's been more like 2 or 3. Luckily it's put me in my pissed-off Marine mode...so I'm up for the challenge right now. Anger tends to help me to channel all of my energy into one specific problem. It wakes up my brain cells, and my ability to be both logical and creative simultaneously is amplified.
I just can't wait for this month to be over.
I miss you, my friend. So much. Everyday.