I had a draft of a blog sitting here for a week and ultimately decided to delete it.
I'm not able to express my feelings adequately using words today. Or this week. It's as though half of my conversations lately have been spoken in an alien tongue.
This week has sucked. Really rough this year - harder than previous anniversaries...not sure exactly why that is.
My brain is tired. Body's exhausted. Trying to just force my way through the sludge and hopefully I'll come out okay on the other side. Wherever that is. Can't even see the shoreline from where I'm at right now.
Eat, sleep, breathe.
Mother and wife by day, psych RN by night. So many different ways to view life. I try to take everything in and be very slow to judge.