The waters are still.
For the past week or so, I've felt like I'm floating on a very, very calm lake. It's been phenomenal. I've gotten to spend so much quality time with my husband and my daughter that I haven't been overcome with anxiety every time I leave for work. I usually feel like I'm always trying to catch up on my mommy and wifely duties. This week, not so much! We've played games, watched movies, eaten dinner together the majority of the week....I know these all sound like little things that may be the norm for most people, but with our schedules it's like a holiday when we can all be in the same room together for 10 minutes straight.
I am so happy.
So. Blissfully. Happy.
Of course this is making alarm bells go off in the back of my mind. Good ol' panicky me.
So when's the bottom going to drop out?
At least I'm consistent.
Mother and wife by day, psych RN by night. So many different ways to view life. I try to take everything in and be very slow to judge.